Her name : Linnéa N. (I wouldn’t wanna reveal her last name because her name is unique, one of a kind, only one in the world.. Only her family has that last name, and that is like only 10 of them)
My name : Eugene Y.
Don’t you see it? Mathematically, She is Ln (the natural logarithm). I am e^y (exponential function).
Ln (e^y) = 1
We are one together forever. Bahaha!! OH CRAP, Ln e^ y aint equal to one. LOL it equates to y = x. I must have been so obsessed that i try to change math for love. But still, y = x is cool. To infinity and beyond. We will always be on the same page, values, and heading towards the ends of the graph together.
Trolol
CLEARLY NO ONE READ THIS. LOL Ln e indeed is one. Lol
Rihanna - Love The Way You Lie (Part 2) ft. Eminem
That you pushed me into the coffee table last night So I can push you off me Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me Run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy Baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the Destructive path that we’re on, two psychopaths but we Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs That we’ll have each other’s backs, ‘cause we’re that lucky Together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills, You hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’? I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count But together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain Our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’ This house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand Square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it With you I’m in my f-ckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it
Everytime i hear Em singin’ “You hit me twice, yeah but who’s countin? I may have hit you three times” I would start laughing. Em is brilliant. You laugh because it is funny, but you can always feel that powerful emotion behind his voice. How do i even put it..
I just love the lyrics so much. That is how love should be like imo. Passionate and fiery, burns ever brightly and disappears. Oh like i ever know what love is, its too scary for me figure.
Hmm..
“She has got so much love in her heart. But the thought of letting it out, showing her cards, scares her to death.”
-Anthea Stonem
This, verbatim.
So i am always slightly jealous of couples :) But they have my eternal blessing :D
And.. is there a threshold for how much the heart can take. Physical pain can be intense enough to make you unconscious.. but emotional wounds.. wow..i dont even..
Bleahhh. Time heals all wounds. Thank you, time.
The beauty within the chaos
Love is doing something and expecting nothing back. Love is not always pretty. Love is hard, difficult, scary. However, the beauty of it is looking that person in the eye, and still seeing the beauty within the mess.
-Quoted from some page on fb
Love is a verb, it is a doing word. But really, i can’t agree with the last phrase more. I get that when i see her eyes. Its strange, because this quote was part of “Relationship rules” . Oh i just realised it can mean relationship as friends. Lol cool.
The beauty amidst all the uncertainties. The beauty within the chaos. I picture this in a cinematic way. She stands in the middle of nowhere or somewhere and everything around gets fast forward and changes in the background(crowds walking past, changes in landscape, war, celebration,riots) while the view rotates 360 degrees gradually, like those you see on Discovery Channel that fast forwards to capture the beauty. And she would just stand there, looking pretty. The eye of the tornado. Please stay that way, i feel safe only with you. Soon enough, i will get sucked into the tornado along with the mess thats in it, society o.o
I wish you enough
You know those email tidbits that get sent over and over around the internet? Well, I don’t usually read through many of them, but my cousin Chris sent me this one below and I thought it was beautiful. I don’t know who the original author is so I can’t give any credit. Here it is:
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.
Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, “I love you and I wish you enough”.
Come Home - One Republic ft. Sara Bareilles (TVD Soundtrack)
“Everything i can’t be is everything you should be”
I always believed that people seek the qualities they lack in their other half, that is why and what makes you whole, the two of you.
“That’s why i need you”
“Come home, come home”
The Weeknd - Wicked Games (Explicit) =
Effing Awesome.
Yet another song.. that i’m gna overplay it a thousand times and get sick of it, only to delete it off my playlist and then years later, i hear it somewhere along the road and tries to search for it frantically and the cycle repeats.
Haha i’m so predictable ~
Please get married for the right reason(s), and fking remember that reason after marriage
And that reason(s) would be - love ~
It isn’t quantifiable, it shouldn’t be.
It is uncountable, thus “I gave her MUCH love”
But its used as a noun here.
Would like to quote from my favourite song “Teardrops” by Massive Attack.
“Love, love is a verb Love is a doing word”
Its always a verb. Your love for her, for the country. It is a noun, a feeling. But there’s more, you’ll have to show it. You do it, ultimately, it becomes a verb.
So please remember that you two came together because of love, not in the name of love. It is used as a noun, just like how Sailor Moon would always use “In the name of love and justice” , but doesn’t “in the name of justice” sounds more of an obligation? L is not an obligation, so it shouldn’t be made a noun.
BUT MARRIAGE, marriage falls under the obligation of love, a verb.
Wrote a really long ESSAY but decided to save it as draft instead. No its not about my parents, i was referring to my landlord/lady. I feel part of the family now, so i was worried.
I guess pigsbum is right, it doesn’t matter if anyone reads it, writing might be some sort of catharsis for me, us.
