I wonder what i did today was fraudulent.
Tbh i don’t think anyone can or will decide my actions unless i’ve been caught. Lol
It isn’t exactly evil. But its sick. Sick in the mind.
Afterall, i did it becuz i wanted to.
My rationale was simple. Don’t steal, don’t inflict harm on others, okay stealing in a way afflicts the victims. Kk to sum it up. Don’t inflict nor afflict.
Well, if found out, it will only bring shame upon myself. Nothing more. And the reason for this post?
I got all jumpy after doing it. Nervy as hell, then extremely paranoid.
All the ‘What if’ scenarios came to mind.
Asked if i would have done it again if we go back in time? Yes. Its for the experience.
I would have to bring this to the grave. Unless i get caught. Lol.
But that was this noon. I couldnt care less afterwards.
And i do believe that only people with a good/clear conscience wld evaluate or reflect their wrongdoings(not entirely sure, but its definitely not right). Goes to show i am one of those guys!
LOL but people with a better conscience wldn’t have allow themselves to do it in the first place. Hmm..
Fine.. no point worrying. Hafen done anything as shameful lately. But i just wanted to do it.
I’ll give it a week. If nothing goes wrong, i’ll be thankful. If not, i’ll be damned, and probably die of shame.
Wait it aint that bad ya knw.
*Current mood - Slightly elated, excited, daunted.
But srsly, the fear of the consequence kinda masked and overpowered my sense of accomplishment. No regrets though!