I sincerely believe nothing good comes out of my life.
Just like a chemical equation, the coefficients of the compound of the reactants must sum up to be the exact of the product. For every misfortune that befalls, something good will happen in return.
The catch? Its not blardy proportional. It never. It alwaes leaned towards fking me up badly, then a carrot tease, and finally the cycle completes itself with a “Haha fk u very much again”
Just the MOST RECENT scenario.
Work is a chore, its just too much for me. The stress, the expectations, it kills. After 2 months, the following monday relieved the pain, MOMENTARILY.
We got selected for the exchange program to Sweden. Chances of that happening was slim becuz it had limited slots and many were applying. It seemed really bleak bt somehow we got chosen. For that ONE day i was glad, until today when we went back school for the briefing. Only to realise that somehow no one has really ventured to Linkoping from the mechanical engineering faculty in semester 2.
It then occurred to us that we might not be able to get the modules we need over there and course matching was pretty hopeless bt we went ahead with applying for the sch, thinking somehow it might work itself.
It didnt, la la la so maybe i wont be gg to sweden then. Oh well, my dear fren seemed more affected than i was. He really wanted to go, bt for the wrong reasons -.- We saw the prettiest girl today in the briefing, and he said what if she’s gg Linkoping too?!
I told him my immense luck with gals thruout my life lol, i had none. Whats out of place is that he’s attached while i’m not. If theres anyone who would die to go for this exchange program (with the intention to meet girls,pretty ones esp) , disregarding our academic by clearing less modules there and doing more modules during our final year, it shldnt be him, it shld be ME.
Yay painting a gd self image. Anw, my happiness is alwaes short lived, and it is a short duration feeling. Unlike sorrow, it lingers. My life is fair. It does its job by screwing me up. Well done bro! :] Oh well.. life sucks anw, doesnt change anything does it. It cant get any worse, or can it ? *Phew, my computer desk is made of wood. HAHA