So i’m gna get myself dead drunk tml, i promise, we know whats its like when i fall.
I luv weddings.
I wna be a wedding crasher,
not the ‘wedding crasher’ movie kind of crashing,
but the crashing like how Enoch did in the movie ‘Restless’(Yes i googled it up, i cldnt rmb the show name nor the lead actor’s name)
Weddings are such joyous events.
I have always been intrigued by it.
Today was my cousin’s wedding.
You know how they alwaes have the montage video thingy showing the old pics and stuffs? Idk what u call them so montage yea?
My cousin is freaking handsome back in his punk days.
Even i was shocked he looked that good, yes much like nicholas tse from hongkong, only more good looking, no joke.
Maybe not as good looking now, but still got it somehow.
It was all good,
then the second picture of the montage was a pic of young him and our grandma.
I’ve forgotten about my grandma.
I’m a sentimental MONSTER.
The irony here is my memory, i forget.
All this while,
i’ve forgotten i lost my grandma to cancer. So fk u cancer btw :]
Amazed at how people move on so easily, i did too.
I just forget.
'slike she wasn't even in my life at all.
I felt ashamed for a moment,
obviously the montage continued and moved on to other pics while i muse upon ..
Yes sentimental MONSTER, i turned away and with enough will power, i kept it all in, ALL OF IT.
Years of training alright, well, years of waging war with tears rather, i can keep it in.
You know by this time i should be reliving memories of my grandma and my cousins tgt and stuffs, btw she is fking awesome, u would love her too, no doubt, her culinary skills are superb, her instant noodles tasted like heaven somehow.
But i didn’t, it’s possible that the memories are locked in the brain somehow and i can’t access it. No kidding, either that i didnt want to think about it.
Oh come on they duno i cry like a baby, no one does.
So wai po, i miss you,
and i love you, i just never had the chance to say it.
Those 3 words are just too hard to spit, s o g o d d a m n h a r d.
Right.. no crying, today is a happy day where the couple unite as one.
Love, what can be greater than love in this world but love itself.