Something just isn't right. I dun feel right. Its the same thing but it just doesn't come off that strong anymore. Nice. I should be overwhelmed by now, but i am taking this rather well. lol. So for once the heart gives it a rest eh? And i wonder if its the right choice. What? Not like i could do anything even if i am troubled. This wasn't what i wanted to write. I Totally forgot what i wanted to say. HAHA. THe brain is getting from bad to worse.
One quick qn: Is pride a good thing ? Even in front of luv.
If u make the point to let one know, to show him you are . Wait let me rephrase. If you have the intention of trying to make urself look good in frnta him. Does that mean hes worthy? Worthy enough for you? For you to make sure he knows that you are good. You are cool. You are… All this is just too abstract. I can’t write this out. I never should . I can’t help it. So i shall leave it as ambiguous as it can get. Even the me in the future hafta take time to think wtf am i driving at here.
Back to the point. To make urself look good in frnta him. Thats pride. So is pride meaningful here. When you show him ur pride. Does that make him worthy of it. Meaning he’s worth it. Or theres no worth here and you just wna look good to everyone. Am i reading too much? I dun care. I feel when one tries hard to look good(not literally). It means they want ur consent. No? People try to be cool to match up, if not to overpower. That is still pride.
All this is beginning to loose its purpose. Face it. It was nothing. I just had to make a mountain out of a molehill. More to come. Ahhh i am feeling weird todae. =0
No not the cn blue yong hwa, but renyi’s dad yong hwa. haha ever since secondary sch, ever since they found out his dad’s name, ever since we learnt about it, we called him yong hwa. LOL. He’s two years younger than me. I call him cheng wei ming. haha So he has like 3 names.
Been wanting to write this since ql’s bd. I hafen see those kids inawhile. Yea they are kids cause i am 2 years older. But seeing them brought the old me back. There isn’t really a new me but its just me all along. When i talked to wilson and renyi i relived my sec sch daes. I am no troublemaker. But i am frens with lotsa troublemakers.
Smoke,steal,tattoo what not. Yes theres even drugs involved. Good thing most of them nv touch. =) And i used to be closer to the NA/NT sch mates in my year. Like i said they disappeared. We lot contact. Well good thing wil n ry came to her bd. I got a chance to talk to them.
Ever since wil told me ry when to RTP, or what minor prison or idk what they told me thanks 2 my awesome memory. Well he’s 21 this year and he’s inside for 2 years.So he isn’t really considered a minor. Anw. I was most shocked to learn it from wilson. Honestly i felt wil would have much more of a chance to go inside than ry. Ry is really crazy. But he had never behaved like that in frnta me. So i have no idea whats he like.
Anw. Lets come straight to the point. We luffed alot that night. Yes seeing them = die die must gong jiao wae. They are best at that. And since ry just got out of there nearly 2 months. He said ” My fashion is 2009 u know. I must go out shopping. ” lol he said it in a really comical wae. Thats yonghwa for u. =) Yea freaking 2 years stuck in a cell. I asked if he cried. He did. I feel him. Wil then interrupted saeing ry had a blog last time and even he wanted to cry when he read it. Lets haf a common understanding here. Wilson? Cry? No those two words can never be linked tgt. So i was kinda flabbergasted. But those bois i have no problems talking to. U can sae its the age gap and i feel like i’m an elder and they treat me rightfully. I am thankful they would give me face. =) And of cause i had to behave like one in frnta them. yes i might look childish. Get to knw me and maybe i am slightly different from what u do expect?
Moving on, Ry had this watch on his leg.Its a probation watch. I never knew people needed to wear one when they got out of jaiil. Yea back in those daes alot of dem were under probation but didn’t had such a a thing. Guess its different when we’re talking bout gg jail and getting out. We joked about how some life guards had that as well and i immediately shot them down when he said “lifeguard’s one is heart rate monitor” “FUCK U HOR, DEN HE SEE HIS HEART RATE He bend down to see it on his leg wor” LOL its pretty dumb. Right?
Anw so ry said how it was inside and stuffs. Am glad it was fairly peaceful for him in dere. Its not worth writing it down in detail. But this i must sae.
So i just asked ry casually what he did to land himself in this shyt. Trust me its sensitive and we haven’t met in years and we’re just frens, not that we’re uber close but i sorta able to relate. I am a normal student in an express student’s body. Hypocrite. Yup so he said he beat people up. I stopped immediately. For i knew why he went inside. Should i put this down? Why not since its only between just a few of us. As long as ry doesn’t see and ppl doesn’t spread. I want this as a reminder and memory for myself. He used knife to threaten, did he stab or now i 4got. thats wad wil told me when i bumped into him wae earlier on a bus. Back then ry was still inside. =/
So when he altered his story. I knew he didn’t want me to think otherwise. yes we are frens. But using weapon sounds kinda overdoing it? And of coz since its over its only right he doesn’t want me to think of this like… idk how to put this across anymre. Its like telling me he molested a ger and i would be disgusted. Trust me. I am not. U can do what u want. Even a serial killer/mafia boss can love her daughter wholeheartedly. Theres alwaes many sides to a human. So do i. Tell me u did sth terribly wrong and i can still see past it. Unless its towards me. Right? as long as i am under the ‘fren’ ‘buddy’ ‘bro’ category . As long as i still mean something to u. I can see past everything.
Hmmm i might be missing out on alot of detail here but i just write this chronologically and in detail. And oh, when jw told me ry did damn well for A’s lvl.
I GAVE A O.O look. He got A A B B . Am i not impressed. Every xinminian is smart. even if you’re in NA as our normal academic is 1st in singapore. Express would be even smarter obviously. For a neighbourhood sch who got so much awards and being comparable to prestigious sch. We got the excellence award. lol i could remmeber this coz they were constantly boasting it. Only ri/hc/ and one more sch got it. We beat vs and other really good schs. XMS is a really good sch =) Oh ry’s an express student. But i was more shocked since he was inside. How could he had taken a lvl’s inside. Apparently they were allowed to study inside.
2 years and he came out with an A lvl cert. Am i not proud of him. When wil n siming said “CB he where got sad, he go in exercise like fit, come out with a lvl cert summre” lol true enough it was kinda worth it since he dropped out. Yea he got bigger in size. Used to be like a bamboo. But he said they won’t allow to train anymore coz of frequent fights, if they got too buffed even the warden n hes follow subordinates wouldn’t be able to handle them. ANW i was freaking happy for him. Cept he can’t get into local u coz of he’s record. But he told me it could be erased if he behave within the 3 years. I am sure he would. They are not bad. Yes they steal and go in and out of bois home or remand sch, they used to be so immature and stupid. I couldn’t get thru to them soemtimes. But now? When i talk to them i sensed they change for the better. Am i not glad.
It made me reminisced. When we did stupid things tgt. They stole. I didn’t . They didn’t want me to get involved. =D And i am reminded of my ah bengs in my years and the older batches. haha. We had so much fun. I am alwaes a bystander. I dun get in2 fights. I watch. I dun run awae. I just plae sports when they fight. And police would come and write my name down. I dun give a fuck because i see no point in running awae. I like being wild. But i can never really let loose and be wild. I am alwaes considering, alwaes prudent, alwaes thinking of the consequences. And for that i will never make it big. For i dare not risk it. I k now. i am a loser. And what pisses me off the most was the partial treatment i got from the chers and discipline master.
i could never forget how brand and sandy and nich got caned when i didn’t when the 4 of us just went out of sch and not gg to our trging on time. It sounds harsh but we were frequent offenders. lol. Mr ho just couldn’t take it. But i could never forget how he pulled me to one side and said ” U guys are alwaes doing stupid things. Why can’t u just be like eugene? Want to play truancy and can study smart as well? ” Wow? Is that sth that should come out of a dm? Am i not surprised. I couldn’t blame him fully. Cause they were alwaes getting into trouble. Lol and mr ho said i should stop hanging out with them as they will bring me bad. haha mr ho my man. Me? Bad? Nooo. No one can bring you bad. Its whether you have the guts to. I just didn’t had enough spur to do things(bad ones). Spur? lol. Humji? Idk. Like i said. I tink of the consequences. I can’t afford to get caught. Which is why life is so restricted. Sometimes i feel doing what you want are landing urself in shyt is btr than the monotonous uni fuck life i am leading. i was telling ry i rather go jail for a year and do what i want. True enough what you want doesn’t necessary hafta be someting bad. I do wna steal. I do wna beat ppl up. But hear me out.
I dun wna harm ppl. Its against my morals. When i steal, i dun steal from the poor. I wna steal from the rich. No not robin hood. I wna steal from large organisations that monopolises the economy. So much so that stealingfrom them doesn’t affect ANY ONE in particular. Unless he’s some evil bad ass that deserves it. I dun steal clothing from shops. I know it would bring about problems for the salesperson who couldn’t tally his goods. =/ I wouldn’t wna beat people who are good. I wna beat those i hate. Those that wage war. Those are blind. Those that think with their butt. Dun u get just go crazy should u see news on adults abusing babies and stuffs like that. Yea i hate gory stuffs but i am sure i can take gory stuffs just to watch them suffer.
Eh wait, this post is not about me. lol. Anw i told yonghwa its a start. It aint that bad. At least they are all studying. Am i not glad. =) Damn i got carried awae and forgot what to write. zZ
But frankly, i must sae i look down on ah bengs. YES I ALWAES TELL PPL/MYSELF to never look down on anyone. But some of them are just asking for it. But i dun look down on my frens, even if they are not educated. Sometimes. I envy them. They get to work earlier. They get to be the singaporean beng/lian stereotype. When i hang out with them i dun feel that they are uncool whatsoever. I’m saeing this cause i look down on joke bengs who would find trouble when ppl just look @ them. Those diao simi diao era bengs u knw? rofl. =) Those are utter losers. Still exist in clubs. I dun patron clubs as much now. So i seldom see on. on the streets either.
But when i talk to the more beng frens( i have been hanging out with jc/uni ppl abit too much, and poly peeps too). I really think that they are still cool. I like them. Sometimes i find some of them REALLY cool. When i compare my dull uni life to theirs i feel more like a loser. argh. Yes they dun go attas places and do attas things. What? Doing attas stuff doesn’t make u kool. Thats where the ac bois got that wrong. Dun try to defend them. Even my ac frens tell me most of the ac kids are spoilt and fucked up. Yea u can drive a sports car ard. But i bet u dun haf frens like we do. Frens that stick, frens that stay, frens that are really frens. Do stupid thigns tgt and face the music tgt. lol. Pretty dumb but fun =) So when i meet up with the different ‘kind’ of people. i am wondering where am i standing exactly. I haf no idea. As to wad i want. idk. i know u can’t do anything if ur not rich. Gers are materialistic now. I find it hard to just even make frens. Guys are fine. But most uni brats are stuck up. Hate it when they think they are so ‘happening’ in hall and start changing into someone who i can’t recognise. Not stating who in particular. Really, society moulds us. But ultimately, its still us who choose what we wna become, to resist, or to give in.
Being rich = more frens. Being pretty = more attention/ frens. Of coz u hafta satisfy the basic criteria. to be at least sane and decent and not too spoilt or bastard that none can tolerate.
i dun drive. I dun intend to learn. But look at top. He doesn’t drive cause hes the boss. YEA but i can’t tink of myself that wae right. haha. i am alwaes gettin driven ard. Yea i am boss! Loser aye? =( So be it. Judge me for all u want. I am just worried i do end up getting a monthly salary base office job. FUCK I CAN FORESEE IT. NO. I dun want that. Please. I wna venture. But i am too constricted. If only that could go awae. I would be different i swear. But i shouldn’t ask for this anymore. Nothing’s gna change. I am beginning to live with it. And it hinders so much in my life. Eugene, ur all talk. really. U haf been talking and talking and talking. even zy’s fren sae i am a talented speaker. Yea i used to be quite confident in twisting facts. But releasing talking can only do this much without action. I fell apart. There’s no angst in me anymore. Maybe i really have given up completely. So be it. But i would try my best to make sure my frens ard me doesn’t become like me. Oblivious or not i will help if i like u secretly. That is if i like u. if i dun i dun. haha. wad am i saeing. bleahhhh. Just live with the fact that i am never gna be something bad. That with or without me doesn’t make the world stop. That i can never do something revolutionary. That i can never be an immortal and then die. That…. this is getting as long as it gets.
WAh lao damn asshole leh this memory. Keep forgetting. _|_ I give up lare. dun care alr. the next time i read this its gna be choppy n all over the place. Give me one limitless pill and i can recall everything.
Nonetheless, refined and cultured? No. Wild and adventurous. Yes. Code switch yea? Lets have the best of both worlds. I am greedy. Alwaes am. Alwaes will. I want you and i want her. I want all of you. Dun wry. Want = i can live without. Even if its a need i hafta live without as well. Wooo comes off as pretty random eh. THATS ME. ^^
[This is random] Pretty gers alwaes get the attention. Pretty and decent. Not pretty and slutty. Try to be slutty on fb and you can slutty comments. This is so random. Hafen been surfing fb for awhile. But lao lee thought me so much on fb the other dae. i was so shocked. lol he could sieve out so many shyt and choose what/what not to appear to his fellow acquin/frens. Kool. I never gave a shyt bout that. Cause i dun even go to ppl's profile. And i have the urge to delete my acquaintance. Make it really personal and just for frens like twitter. Baa i'm just too lazy to do that. Its just too superficial. So lets just leave it.
Pretty gers alwaes get the attention. Pretty and decent. Not pretty and slutty. Try to be slutty on fb and you can slutty comments. This is so random. Hafen been surfing fb for awhile. But lao lee thought me so much on fb the other dae. i was so shocked. lol he could sieve out so many shyt and choose what/what not to appear to his fellow acquin/frens. Kool. I never gave a shyt bout that. Cause i dun even go to ppl's profile. And i have the urge to delete my acquaintance. Make it really personal and just for frens like twitter. Baa i'm just too lazy to do that. Its just too superficial. So lets just leave it.
Lawled!! 2d1n 's soccer match was more entertaining than champion league's!! They were super funny. Seung gi and sugeun's pretty decent. Am tempted to plae soccer. Got the urge to kick again. Damn still hafta wait till sat =(
Like i’ve alwaes said. If i see something i really like or anything that i could relate fully to or what not, i get goosebumps. Like when i hear people on the train saeing snsd or should i see huge ass posters on the streets with soshi in it.
I didn’t had goosebumps watching the fmv. There was something holding it back. As inquisitive(kpo? haha) as i alwaes am, i realised….. when yoong wears eye liner or has that slightly darker mascara that makes her eyes darker, in turn getting that goth, nah goth is too extreme, just that evil look , that sinistrous wicked fiendish look . i am enticed completely. Its so overwhelming that i dun even feel it. its totally on a different level now. For i know i DEFINITELY lose it if i see her like this. I had alwaes luved/liked/admired the yoong during intw. Pretty(10/10) and decent. When she has that diabolic look i dun get goosebumps anymore. I dun even know whats happening anymore. Maybe i’m reading this too much. But i knw i’m not. THings are justdifferent now. =/
HAH just a fmv and i made a fuss out of it. Thats song is wae awesome. I needa find it. And yoong. idk what to sae to you. U are my obsession. And i’m gna sae sth freaky. Wanted to write this on fb but i guess the people ard me would think i am beyond beyond hope.
Yoong, if i can’t be with you (i know my place, so just let me fantasize.) I wna be you for my next life, or even for lives to come.
I seek perfection. And I found it. If i can’t get it. I will be IT.
Nah its not gna happen. Which explains why i’m letting myself to rot away. I gave up(not totally). Live with it. I thank my superior being for showing me you. I had never seen something/someone which i had felt perfect. I’ve seen afew but they alwaes fall short somewhere. Its scary. Perfectionists and obsessionists. Yup no such word but they are obsessed . Keep in mind that having flaws doesn’t make them imperfect. Its flaws that make them perfect. Yoong has her flaws. I didn’t see past them. I didn’t embraced them either. There wasn’t a need to. Shes just perfect like that. So how crazy am i as a fanboi. No worries its all in the mind. I dun spend exorbitantly just to support/or even try to see them. Theres no need to exercise self control. I’ve seen yoong b4. Seen her @kpop night. I didn’t go crazy. I didn’t lose myself. Yes i know there was this external factor affecting me that night. I can’t sae it here. I dun blame anyone for that. Instead i must thank - . I would have lost it back there. Would i if its not for - . haha idk i dun care.
Was just wondering. If you had looking for this particular ‘thing’ in life thats like the ultimatum or goal in ur life. And you found it. Would you just reach for it. Eg, put a treasure chest in front of a pirate and tell him its the legendary chest. Would you just reach for it and open it or would you admire you. I would be in awe and admire it, most probably not evening opening it. Wait this is a really stupid comparison. Like i said i wasn’t in the mood to think. i just wanted to rot. ARGH what has that fmv done to me. i am forcing myself to write. And written pointless stuffs i have.
One last thing. Its the many things i had wanted to write daes ago. What if yoong dies. Fuck eugene u sure know how to choose the right time. Writing stuffs like this on her bd. i blame this on the fmv. Grrr fmv!!! Yea if she were to really ***, idk if any sones had thought about this b4. I would, depending on my mental state of mind. I might die along with her. Yes shes a christian and prolly go to heaven(if it exists) and me the burning hell. Why its more hellish to stay alive knowing shes not around anymore. It used to be taeng. I am not fickle-minded. I used to be. But i know yoong is final. lol wad final am i saeing. Aye yur u will get me lare right? haha choy anw. I am irresponsible right. haha. how can i die for someone when she doesn’t even know me. Well that would mean you don’t knw me then. savvy? =) I am just different. Sigh. I am not proud of it one bit. I had told this to some of dem jokingly. I was for real though. And they just brushed me off with a ‘siao’. You got that right. Siao i am. =/ And i can’t get enuff of that fmv song. lol. Its on replay at the other tab. Ah siao. Stop smiling to urselfs. hahahahha =)))) Tonight is gna be a long night. i just know it.
For i knew when i watched it the 2nd time. Just abit more, a tad more, i would lose myself to you again. And i know that if i behaved any more obsessively when i see you, i can be deem as a psycho. One thats qualified to enter IMH. A good thing is i am forgetful. Sometimes i forget about you. But most of the time i choose not to think about you.
Im yoonA. Bet ur having a blast now. Wonder what you're doing in ur dorm, or outside celebrating with ur frens. And ur frens are probably idols as well. And i can foresee afew whom i really hope you would stay awae from. Aish who am i to say that. =/ Anw. Hope you're enjoying yourselves. Idk if you knew(NO SHE NEVER KNOW, WHY WOULD SHE KNOW?) that if i ever thought anyone out there was perfect, that would be you. Its cause of you i believe there's actually a god out there. How can something so perfect exists? lol. I described you as a thing and honestly i dun even feel like writing anything now. Gimme a few mre hours and i would get myself in the mood. rofl. Well happy birthdae ger. I thank your parents for this day.
Wo hao jiu mei you tumblr le. I do lur but i post short stuffs. Only thing left to do is recalling what i wanted to write. Sooo damn tired... But will have more time alone this week(to rot that is). BUT NOW GSS WOR. Die u knw the streets so f-ing crowded. Needa spend. Duno if its good or bad. hurhurS. *Cause baby tonightttttt, dj got us falling in luv again *sings in christina n alex's voice RUFF OUT ROUD.
=( it bothers me to see ssf tweeting some soshified field trip. I was gna sleep and i just had to see that. =((( They are gna go for some snsd perf and probably will get to see them/ if not even get to chat up with them or wadeva since soy is organising... the gers know her. =((( And i doubt i would go.. =(( i am bad with strangers =(( I am shy =(( ARGHHH THEY GET TO SEE THE GERS. =( It ruins my dae. i can no longer go to bed. RAWRRRR =(( wtd wtd wtd. Tsk tsk.... AIYA
I actually hate uploading pics on fb. That, i can't explain. Just dun enjoy doing so. I like to take pics. But i hate posting them on fb. =/ Then again, since he forced me to, i had to. Its rather stupid to snap pictures of them and not share with them. haha. Which is why i still keep most of my shots. =)
Well. Was thinking in the future, you might actually appreciate uploading pics somewhere. Since its possible the computer might crash. Like how the old pc did and gone were those old pictures of mine =( Those were memories my stupid memory can’t retain. Sigh. I dun backup pics on my eternal hd. I SHOULD RIGHT? Okae lets do it tml. Should stop saving korean shows. Pics are more impt!
Okae cannot take it. Can't sleep but can't type either. Die. really cant sleep. its 4 am alr. idk y i can't sleep. its not like i am excited bout tml,or todae. Since nothing excites me. i just can't sleep. but i am DEAD TIRED.
Don't be lazy. You thought of so many things to say every day.But you're just to lazy to put them into words anymore. Well i blame it on my memory. Its so tiring to recall what i recalled earlier. Why can't tumblr be more user frenly to my handfone. And why can't my windows fone be more user frenly to me? Its so hard to text and press on the screen? I know i know. People dun have that kind of problems. But have you seen my fingers b4? They are retardedly sharp, pointy! Which was why i gave up guitar. =( Nah it wouldn't last even if my fingers(not nails) were less pointy. lol. Nothing lasts. OKAE at least i should write about THAT later. Sooo wanting to meet my maker. No, not to die. But... idk? Time travel? +)
I had to do it. He keeps updating me on their training venue and i have no farking idea how to reply.Its really burdensome. Blame yourselves for being stupid. But i was just there to watch their match! Grr screw ivp players staying hall. I'm gna sleep at src everynight next sem. But its really rude if i ignore. So i just hafta add him on facebook and maybe he'll know i acknowledges those msges. I'm not really keen in joining table tennis!! It never was my thing. Why was i even dragged into it -.- Afterall, hes the all high and mighty xiaohei! *admires.
Yes i know its old news but m1 is offering free calls TODAE. So its not old news. I was affected too. Though i'm a singtel user. MY FRENS ARE m1 USERS. LOL. Anw i gave them a scolding(the m1 users) hhehe. Until news came out about this and they text to bitch back at me. HEHEHE deranged
Just now, you acted like you wna rain. And went boom *flashes bommemmm eemmm emmm ehhh errr . lol @ the eemm emm ehh err.Lame. You went red. BUT you didn't rain. Y U NO RAIN? I needed to exercise but i was too lazy to. Then you wanted to rain so i found myself an excuse. But you lied to me and you made me sad. Lets grow fat then.
Guess this riddle: You spent $8 on a chicken, sold it for $9. But you wanted to earn more than that, so you bought back the chicken for $10. Then you sold it to another person for $11. How much did you earn in total?
As for the answer. Theres 4. I dun care which is correct. I know i am correct. I know you will get it right. I hope. Unless you became STUPIDER. hah. Hope not. Wah lao i dun wna be stupider. zZ. So please be smarter than me now. Maybe you can’t get four answers. But you can make perfect sense out of it when you read. RIGHT?
Its nothing much. But i had dejavu when i walked from the kitchen to my room.
It felt the same as the dae b4 o lvl’s bio exam. I had 2 books. Sec 3 syllabus and sec 4. It was around this time, 3 am. And i only finished the sec 3 book. I was so worried i cried. I went in knowing half of the syllabus. Yup i’m that last minute. Well i did get A though, a pity its A2. Sigh. It was unsightly. But nth compare to the combined humans.LOL. Anw O’s over now. I did well, so to speak.
And now. Todae is the bio paper again. I’m more or less done with studying. But i just can’t sleep. Hmm bio’s a subject i enjoy pretty much. Unlike physics, chem, the unsettling feeling is not that much for bio. It has this surreal strange affirmation feeling. Get it? Both real and imaginary. Its weird. Its exactly like the outcome have been decided no matter what you do. Maybe this is the charm of bio. Dang i would never get to know this again. For its phy n phy n math for sems to come. Sigh.
So miss bio, tml will be our last interaction. Todae technically. More so in 6 hours’ time. I think i would read you up as and when i’m free. I like bio. Wanted to take bio phy in jc. But they dun offer. And Ny is such a 2pid sch that offers only 3 h2. zZ HEY you flunk A lvls, so dun pretend like you could cope with 4 h2. LOL. Come on…i had only gym in mind, and …. darn it lur. and uknwwho who screwed u up. =[ Its history now. Dun dig out the pasts. Alrights. Needa sleep soon. *prays for tml. Oh wait no religion. No lur i believe in Confucius ahjussi/master/teacher !
for f1 grand prix. =((((( I remembered we were at cine n afew of us left to watch f1. It was like the ‘in’ thing back then. Danng i wna watch not cause its ‘in’ ? But LP is performing? I missed them the last time thanks to pulau tekong?! I was a recruit back then. And jerome called saeing “I GOT XTRA FRONT SEAT, REALLY FRONT SEAT, FREE. U JUST COME” My heart smashed into smithereens n i sang NUMB in bunk that night, IN THE END i hadda FAINT to sleep. rofl. Aww nvm. Shall wait for a proper concert. Am too broke to go f1 anw. Not worth to see 3 seconds of vrooming, or so they said. *Self comfort.
Woah sheila is really rocking it. FLB7 is on its wae. No doubt its the biggest flea in sg now. Thats what i’m talking about. Who saes u needa study to make it big, to do what you want.
I shoulda went. Was too lazy to. Saw wilson n afew on fotos at the flea scene. But what strikes me most was her ang kong on the arm. Shes alwaes been wild. Though i tink tattoo is btr than piercing. I stil cant believe the places she pierced last time. I was so shock dat i dun even dare to touch the ball bearings. But shes kinda kool, ahhh i’m so gna go the next flea to catch up. Hopefully she’s not stuck up or anything.. i mean its been awhile.. people change, and i changed… to a kpop freeak, to a snsd freak, from freak to freakier!! Omo how would the younger gers see me? Those young kpop-ers we can relate, but the artsy gers,esp since shes a rocker. LOL okae should recce with jw. rofl. He would know.
I like diversification. Abit of this abit of that. Oh was suppose to write about that post yesterdae. AFTER WEDNESDAE MAN. Ahhh i bet she finds me a joke =( Yoong is all ur fault. But i couldn’t care less. =) Omg wad are u doing again. BIO in 1 dae’s time n u barely knw shyt. REGRET AHHHHH…. 6 daes to prepare n started only todae. FIACKS. Time to slave. Let this numb you, even if its temporary.