slowingbytheriverside: I literally just sat on my bed and cried through the entire series finale of The Office. The whole thing. That was difficult. And so beautiful. I love that show so much. Guess we are all the same :/ I will miss it so much..
I am not depressed :D
I almost forgot. That i have issues. I dun beat myself up anymore. I just forget. Most of all, i make sure i dont have to remember them. That way, you forget the pain. I’ve changed. Feelings are useless. Abandon them. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3eqA9WK-i4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h1IwLORkn4w Tell me you didn’t cry after watching the 2nd video. Go away feelings. You are of...
I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it...– Winona Ryder (via sne)
canadumb: winter should be like 2 days long
zaptap: “rose” who rose rose titanic?????? rose doctor who?????? rose homestuck?????? rose american dragon?????? no rose flower everyone forget rose flower rose flower cry
nippleships: koalinmorgan: shakespeares-sisters: i’m weird ok but when i say i’m weird i don’t mean like your cute and quirky girlfriend i mean fucking weird like….
lea-michele: whenever i leave a store without buying anything and i have a bag with me i’m always convinced that the owners will think i’m shoplifting so i try my hardest to wear an expression that says “i am not a shoplifter” but i’m fairly certain that i just end up looking like i have recently killed a family of 5 and eaten them for breakfast
I thought we have come to a consensus? What are you doing right now? Please Feel no more Think about me for once, not her
Me: WHO THE FUCK TOOK MY oh there it is
blackwhitereruns: Come real love, why do I refuse you Cause if my fear’s right, I risk to lose you
And i started laughing at myself. Because even in Europe, shit happens. I’m bound to be in deep shit anywhere in the world. It was meant to be. It follows me everywhere Hahaa
Point of disgust
is a song by Low. And it has come to a point that.. that the only time i stop thinking is when i’m sleeping. The moment i woke up, everything starts pouring back in. It sucks so bad. I would force myself back to sleep so i don’t think bout it anymore. And writing this is the first thing i’m doing right now. I dont wanna remind myself of what happened yesterday. I had so much...
Today i learnt something new about myself. I would keep smiling when things are really really really bad. Even now, i’m grinning from ear to ear. It scares me a little, but at least i am smiling :DDDD
I am gonna make full use of it tomorrow. Apparently people get so drunk and wasted on the cruise that its no laughing business. I wasn’t really looking forward to it, but i’m gonna wear my facade tomorrow, pretend i am okay, and drink so fucking much because all i really want is to break down and cry. But i have come to a consensus with self that from here on, i am gonna walk this...
I am totally cliquing so darn well with this girl. Yea she’s pretty cool too, i knew she was trouble when i saw her. But whatever, I don’t want to feel anymore. I just hope L doesn’t screw me up royally tomorrow. Do something with that guy and make me jealous the slightest bit will get me to her bait again. Please don’t..please
Thats life. Moments ago, i was still having fun at a dinner party and afterwards, complaining to a friend about another friend for purposely posting unglamorous pictures of us instead of the nicer ones. Then i got back and skyped with my mum, and she says my neighbour’s mum has 8 weeks left. Yea she had pneumonia, and it got worst recently. When i left for Sweden 4 months ago, she got...
Wanna know a secret? My profile pic is a picture of me skydiving and on my left hand i made an reversed L for her initial. Romantic? No. Creepy? Maybe. Lol i was intending to do my name out in letters with my fingers on my way down but the wind so too strong. And of course, her name as well. I had it all planned out and i have the DVD. But i couldn’t. All i did was L and i forgot to do E. ...
No i am not gonna play this game with you. I quit. You win. Have it your way. If i ever get the chance to drink with you. Be damn sure, BE F-ING SURE. I AM GONNA SAY IT OUT LOUD TO YOU SO I CAN WITNESS YOUR REACTION, THE TRUTH, WHAT RESIDES WITHIN. Only then there would be closure. I needa find this opportunity damn it.
Holy fucking shit. He scored. I mean, we were both in similar situation but when i met his peer student, i know whats so different about her from Linnéa :) She’s into the asian culture, thats a start. She’s not as stubborn. Okay i don’t wanna badmouth Linnéa. But really, albeit slightly jealous, i am fking elated he heed my advice and went straight for it and kissed...